post-school term stress

AHHHHH. i think white hair is growing out of my head in bulk. and you know why? of course you don't i haven't told you yet. cos i've been really WORRIED about chinese cos i suck at it and so i started getting sec 2 text books story books and whatnot and then i saw how sucky i was and stared getting WORRIED and so i stopped to rest a bit and then i wondered why i wasn't doing work and then i started getting WORRIED again and then i thought of failing next year and i got even more WORRIED. ah. did you get that right. ah. and know i'm reading what i wrote and im freaking out and getting WORRIED. conclusion --> i can't stop worrying. oh and on a sidenote, my chinese sucks eggs, in case you haven't noticed. so i'm just gonna self-motivate myself now if you don't mind: I BETTER READ LOTS OF CHINESE STUFF AND LEARN LOTS OF STUFF IN THE HOLIDAYS, I SURELY CAN IMPROVE RIGHT? RIGHT. GOOD? GOOD. phew. done. i should probably paragraph know so i don't chase everyone away :D

the reason why the title of this post.. is itself.. is cos (thinks thinks thinks) i am stressed out. after school. are you catching my drift? you know post..after..stress.. yeah nevermind. but anyway its cos of the chinese thing WHICH I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT KNOW OR I MIGHT ENTER INTO THE STRESSED/WORRY PHASE, and also cos of bonus ca marks, homework, animal farm shit, etica etica. i really get stressed often. but i am not here to talk about that, if not i'll very much be defeating the purpose of a blog, and i'd shoo away all my non-existent readers won't i? haha :D

so let's talk about (or rather i talk, you..listen) happy stuff like happiness and peace and squirrels! hmm. HMMM! let's see, what's going on in my life that might be of interest to you... ah. i went to guitar lesson yesterday, and i got pretty wet in the rain, but good thing i brought my, quote brit small kiddies..and joy, 'brolly' or i would've gotten even wetter. and so i was freezing in the cold confined guitar room and my only source of heat was the heat given out by joy and possibly edwards. lol. but guitar was kinda fun cos we cracked some nerdy jokes that edward couldn't understand so he pretended too. and we managed to get a calculative conversation so engaging that he couldn't help joining in. haha :D oh and we 'learnt' a new song.

today. i did really boring stuff. if you wanna know (which i trust you don't) i played animal crossing, did some homework, found a study website which was really fun, cos it was where all study nerds (like me) go to, and i practiced power chords (which are called power chords, quote edward, the same way a bag is called a bag and not cloth). but i also watched some youtube videos which were really funny, one is a twilight spoof with taylor swift in it and that video led to this one which in my opinion was even funnier . i hope these links are correct, and i don't lead you to some shock horror video. but seriously watch it. if you get the jokes its funny, and if you don't, well too bad. (EDIT: DUE TO SOME KINDA COPYRIGHT THING, I CANT LINK IT, HEEHEHE :P)

okay i really gotta sleep now, but i feel like putting a picture here to make my post less boring, so:

thats a fake guard. he's actually a busker, but i thought he pulled it off quite well.

i've really gotta sleep now.

jingwen