TRANSFORM!

from a blog to a diary with pretty strings hanging over. cos no one's reading anymore. and when i write in here i must pretend i'm in one of those last person on earth shows (I am Legend, 2012, uhh Wall-E), looking for some other sane human being. so yeah. i just can't get anyone to read it at all. so that's the main reason that there has been a temprorary hiatus here, (sorry for hurting your feelings, non-existent reader). the last time i wrote was on november 17, when i put up the reactions option in my posts. but that was a total failure, so i'm probably going to delete it. later. because i'm a lazy undriven human being, 'wandering about, as lonely as a cloud' or something.



i got a swave/suave/swuaaave board. it gave me a shitload of headaches. first i got the mini one, cos my mum said i was too wienie (not really) for the normal sized one. then i went home. the next day i realised there was no warranty card, so i went back. and the next day i realised that the small one's too wienie for me, so i went back, exchanged, and came home again. so i can conclude that i'm a to-be-hermit cos i don't really understand everything that i should. BUMMER. for example, the last few sentences here don't make any sense. i can practically start talking some crap without knowing what i'm talking about. and talking meaninglessly too. urhh. moving on.



Joy ran off to malaysia, leaving me with eddie and faith at guitar. we learnt theory. theory is boring. theory is complicated. theory is the reason why i gave up on piano 20 years ago...shudder. there was this half step whole step stuff, and this sharp stuff, and some other 145, 135, stuff, and urm, oh and major and minor stuff, like depending on the whole step half step sharp not sharp 3 note stuff. BLAH. anyway i guess i gotta learn it to actually move on. oh and eddie said he, quote eddie, 'had a girlfriend, keyword:had.' joy read this :D hahaha.



lastly, i'm in my mum's office now. funny i've been refusing to talk about this first considering when it is the most awkward. cos my bro and my maid are at camp and my dad doesn't want to leave me home alone. so yeah. its kind of weird how there are like office people here, surrounding me everywhere, saying that im 'mini-benghwee' (meaning i look like my mum). i'm just bored now.

toodles every(no)one!

jingwen